Man, I have been so stressed out lately.... I don't even know where to begin.
20 days ago, I started to quit smoking.
During the first week, my old housemate (who doesn't like me or is even thinks of me as a friend) said some really nasty stuff about me online. The only reason for her to say such nasty words to me, was because I deleted her off facebook.
housemate status on facebook; "Thank you for unfriending me you uneducated, dole bluding, sac of bacon fat, Im glad I dont have to look at your face when I come onto facebook on the rare occasion. Enjoy the rest of your life before your arteries close over".
...............Just because I deleted her, and my boyfriend did too.
We aren't friends, and generally that's what happens when you aren't friends with somebody. One thing 99% of the world does, is delete people they aren't friends with.
I thought deleting her would make it easier for both of us, I thought she would celebrate, have a glass of wine and get on with her life as us never being friends.
But apparently not.
My boyfriend was absolutely disgusted with what his "so called old friend" said about me, and the fact after living with her, he never liked her after that, he certainly doesn't like her anymore and never will.
He was sick to his stomach reading what she wrote.
She has really made us feel shit the last few weeks.
I was so enraged with her, I have never been so furious in my life.
SO furious, I wanted to hit her. I wanted to drive to her house and beat the living shit out of this woman.
"Woman"....Ha!
She is 30 years old after all, and acting like a 14 year old in high school.
I mean, come on...I am 23 and I would never have said anything like that to anyone, especialy not in a public forum such as facebook.
Ahhh well, I am trying to move on at least.
I have a few self help books, Miranda Kerr has a book called 'Treasure Yourself', I read the entire book in 2 days, it is so positive and fabulous.
I'm just really looking forward to holidays soon...even if it is for 5 days, it's better than nothing at all and being stuck around all of this negativity.
Then after all of that bullshit, my partners brother sent a stupid drunken message to one of my bestfriends boyfriends, saying I killed one of their pet mice.
Long story short, I was looking after 10 baby mice for a friend for 24 hours.... That then extended into a 48 hour ordeal and having to feed them every 2 hours with a paintbrush & cat milk.
My boyfriend and I both did that....Every.2.Hours!
Then of course the BFF's boyfriend actually assumed I did kill her pet mouse!!! WTF!
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I have loved animals as long as I can remember, I have wanted to be a vet since I was a child.
There is no way in HELL I would ever commit such a horrible act of cruelty against an innocent animal, be it large or small.
The tiny tiny tiny mouse died of natural causes and not eating. It was honestly the smallest mouse of the litter.
Anyway, I will never seek closure from my ex house mate, because she will never applogize and I will never forgive and never forget such incidents.
Drama causing bitches will get what's coming... Karma is a mysterious friend who always lerks in the shadows when you need them the most.
PEACE OUT MOTHERFUCKERS, IT'S VAY-CAY TIME!
