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Good morning interwebs, Still in a dep mood today, I hope that I feel somewhat better throughout the day. I regret not being able to attend my interview for the body piercing apprenticeship today, but at the same time, it is really far away for me to travel. It would take me about 2.5 hours to get from my home to the CBD each day.... I don't think I am ready for that just yet. I have a feeling that my anxiety would make me not want to attend work due to the distance each day. Still annoyed about money, -$20.00 in my bank account right now. 6 days until pay day, and I have hardly any food left to last us the rest of the week. If my boyfriend stopped eating twice the amount of food per meal, I am sure we would have left overs. haha Anyway, last night I told my boyfriend I was feeling down, and all he did was just sit on the playstation 3, he didn't really seem to care. So, I just went to bed...He did come to check up on me and make sure I am ok, but at the same time, when I told him I was sad, he should have put down the controller and taken care of me. First thing this morning; wakes up - turns on playstation 3. Ugh.