..: Light at the end of the funnel :..

OK!!!! Now we might be getting somewhere!!! FINALLY! :D

Jesse got a phone call this afternoon for a job interview on Tuesday.
I really hope he gets the job, because that will lift so much of our financial issue off of our shoulders.

We might be able to finally just get on top of everything, finally be able to breath without having to worry if we can spend $20 on Mcdonalds or do we need to save it because an unexpected bill will MOST LIKELY (and it does every time without fail) come in the mail.

With his extra money from a job, we will finally be able to go out for a dinner or a nice lunch together.
We haven't had a datenight in at least 2 months...

We went to a friends birthday dinner a month ago, but, it's not the same as going out for a romantic night together.

Not that my partner is very "romantic" anyway....
But, I guess that's only because he has had a lack of funds since being together, so he can't really treat me like the princess I am! ;)

After my rent, groceries, loan repayments, and paying back a few people money.... I will have $78.00 left for myself to last me 2 weeks.

*sigh*

Oh well, at least after paying everyone back, my next fortnight payment I will have $230 for myself.... THANKKKKKKKK LORD!

I mean, I say that I'll have that much money, but something will come up, and I will be broke yet again.

$230 is a lot of money to me lately...

I used to just spend my centrelink payments like there was no tomorrow.
I obviously lived with my parents at the time, so I had no rent or bills to pay....
So, I just went out shopping, getting tattoos, going out drinking with friends or travelling to Melbourne or Sydney to work at international heavy metal tours with Soundworks Touring, Strike Hard Bookings and more....

Those were the days....Those were the days.

And those days were honestly a year ago....

Shit changes so fucking fast, it's crazy what can happen in a year and how you change.

Anyway, I'm thinking that because I'm not supposed to be working, maybe I should just focus on me for a while....
Getting pretty at home, feeling presentable and work hard on my appearance.

Sounds shallow and selfish, I know.
But, I mean, I'm not happy at the moment, and I guess the only thing I can do is try to make myself feel better and pretty.